woke at the usual time.
showered.ate.
went to school and was super hyper!
but don't know why,
when we were doing the ACES dance,
i stood there and did nothing.
haha..

i didn't buy any presents.
broke. anyway, my favourite performance is the bollywood song by PB! so nice!!
haha..
then after that, i took a cab home.
and reached home.
was reading a book when i fell asleep.
woken up by my grandaunt.
she asked me to finish my char kway teow.
i reluctantly woke up. ate it. and i spit it out..
eewww...
there was taiwan sausage in it!
yuck yuck yuck!

so, i took out all of them and ate it.
it was disgusting. the taste of the sausage is still there!
i ate it all up and went back to sleep.
woke up because of my elder brother.
i was supposed to take care of my younger brother while my grandaunt takes her afternoon nap.
i've got nothing to do, so i began snipping off the strings on my tie-dye.
IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!!
my tie-dye is nice.
and amazingly, the eraser is not dyed in orange!!

while snipping the straings off,
i nearly stabbed myself. cause i held in the wrong position.
i held it with the the scissors facing me!
haha..silly me.
how i ended up nearly stabbing myself?
i was having great difficulty
and when i pushed, it came towards my direction and right in front my stomach.
phew!

so, i stoned and did some word puzzle and now, playing the computer.
oh..was sms-ing sharon..
yups..
i shall be getting ready for my evening nap..
bye bye!

i was really upset!
my hair is so freaking ugly!
went to school and heard all the negative comments.
i was unprepared for it.
but yeyeng said she wanna cut the same thing as me.
i was really upset the whole day.
i didn't go for recess.
went to the toilet and was about to come out,
when i heard this group of girls talking about this girl with a new hair cut and was so afraid that people might see it that she didn't go for recess.

i was afraid that they were talking about me that i stayed in the toilet till they were gone. and went back to class.
i was really upset.
then, trisha came back and asked who was in class during recess.
i was. so, she asked me, did anyone came in?
i said no but i went out of the class to go to the toilet.
trisha told me her mp3 was stolen.
it was stolen during the time i was in the toilet.

she cried. i was really sad for her and comforted her,which didn't help at all. after school, went for com enrichment. was really boring. went for dance.
that idiot tracy was so irritating.
"can those who are not flexible,please sit in front?"
oh my god. what does she mean by that?!
then they started dancing.
and we were left sitting there and watching...again.
came back, stoned.
oh ya..i was on the cab with wan ting and YY.
counted all the coins i have and i realized i had more than $7.
IN COINS!

hm..today school's such a bore.
after maths, i was going for PE when noelene told me,
i stained my skirt!
ahh..!!
but i was quite calm and told trisha and shantaine who the only person help me,ok,noelene helped me take my wallet to the hall.
then i went to toilet to change pad while trisha washed my skirt FIRST! then i washed. but the stain couldn't come out!
so, shantaine washed and it came out.

we head to the hall and played captains ball. since our team no opponent, we split our team in half and played. was really fun!
then, after recess, nearly fell asleep during chinese.
went for art. dyed my fabric and did all the stuff required.
then had EL enrichment. was suppose to a speaking test.
i did it la. then i went to ms pilo and said: i did a good job right?
then ms pilo nodded her head!!

haha..went back home. stoned at home.
went for dinner.
then forced to cut hair.
ok, it freaking short!!
ahh..
didn't cut the bottom.
the top is really short.
i said to the balding guy who cut my hair: thin it.
he went to cut my fringe and the top part.
nearly burst out crying..
now, i look like some butch. i wanna cry!
at least my side hair is long enough. haha..

today was quite a hectic day.
firstly, i had fillet-o-fish for breakfast.
45 minutes after i downed the burger,
i ate prawn noodle.
i was bloated. i nearly vomitted.
then, i went J8.
bought all the presents and shopped.

then, my relatives brought me to swensens!
i was very happy~!
earthquake!
BUT!i remembered.
i can't take any cold stuff.
i have mens. rahh!!
of all days! then, i just ate french fries while all of them ate the ice-cream.
how i wish i can just eat one whole chuck of cookies & cream!

then i went to the toilet. i realized i stained my shorts!!
ahh...!!
so i went out,using my bag to cover the stain.
i took out the jeans in my plastic bag that my grandaunt was holding and went back to change.

i went to toa payoh central.
went to courts to buy some furniture,then went for dinner.
after dinner, went to the charity concert there.
saw daphne khoo!!
she's really cute. her singing was really good.
didn't manage to take a photo of her because my phone went dead.
was playing forgotten warrior on it during dinner.
haha..ok.

so i headed towards NTUC to buy some milk.
on the way there, daphne brushed past us!! whee~!
haha..she dyed her hair red.
i'm not a daphne fan. i just like her singing.
ok??
bought the milk. and while we were deciding to buy vitagen or yakult, we realized the sales girl's attitude is really bad.
can't she even recommend something to us??
when we asked her, she didn't even face us!
with her side facing us, she used her hand to pat the vitagen behind her.

poor attitude!! hmm..i need red wine!!
and brownie, mummy miss you ALOT!

i miss my dog.
just thinking of it makes me wanna cry.
brownie!! (as in the dessert with chocolate fudge)
mummy miss you!!
i miss brownie ALOT!!!
i wanna hug it.
i wanna run with it.
i want it to bite me like she always do!!
brownie.....
i miss you.
shall see you in december!

today's a tiring day.
it left me sitting on the chair,sweating.

yesterday, after logging out of MSN,
i went to watch tv at the living room.
then i got to spongebob.
my favourite!!
i watched it and realized that i watched that episode before.
it's about spongebob believing that he's a jellyfish and that he's leaving bikini bottoms
to stay at the jellyfish field.
he gave his O reliable jellyfish net to patrick too.
then sally and patrick put up an act to get spongebob back.
but spongebob didn't fall for it.

and patrick used O reliable to catch spongebob!!
then, when spongebob went into the "nest" of the jellyfish,
patrick left.
the jellyfishes came back and stung spongebob.
spongebob ran out of the field and ran back back to bikini bottoms.
he walks past krusty krabs,sally's house.
and lastly,back to his own house.
he opened his door and found all of his friends in there.

nice right?
then,they showed the 2nd episode but after the first few scenes, i fell asleep on the couch.
then i woke up 15 minutes later and went back to the room to sleep.

woke at 11.15am to the sound of my handphone.
someone sms-ed me.
i knew it!
it was shanna!!
abut i can't be bothered with it and went back to sleep.
woke at 11.45am because i had a bad dream.
i sms-ed shanna,telling i'm awake and went to the toilet.
i had the shock of my life!!
that thing that has delayed 2 weeks came this morning!!
ahhh....

so, i brushed my teeth and showered. and had lunch downstairs.
i went back up her and used the com from 12.30pm to 5pm.
then it happened.
the connection died on me.
i wrestled the mouse and the connection.
and finally at 6.30pm.
i'm here typing my post!!
i'm a genius!!
sometimes,i feel like taking that guitar out of the storeroom to strum!!
but i dont know how to.

i dont take guitar lessons.
that guitar belongs to my mummy!
and my mummy gave it to me.
hmm..maybe i should get my mummy to teach me..after all, that guitar will be collecting dust if i dont strum it!!

=)

today, when i was at bedok interchange, i just realized something.
i forgot to bring my nametag. it wasn't behind my tie nor was it on my blouse.
so, i just shrugged it off saying:"let that prefect book for all i care."
when i reached school, i saw that janice had lots of nametags.
i borrowed one with JANICE CHIA PEI YING written on it.
i put it on when the prefect came. and you know what?
i was correct! the prefect only checked if i had any nametag.
she didn't bother checking whether it was our name anot!!!!

haha..okay..
then when it was 11.45am.
i was really nervous as i made my way towards the dance studio.
i had my creativity dance exam!
we were suppose to dance and using only our elbows,knee caps and ears,
we had to "write" our name out. FULL NAME.
it doesn't bother me though. full name or not.
i just had to write Jo-Ann! haha..

after that, we had band. we came down at 1.20pm.
and ate lunch and changed.
wan ting came and brought my uniform back for me.
haha..
okay..then we gathered our instruments and went to the foyer to rehearse
while alot of people watched.
then time's up!
we climbed onto the bus and off we went.

we reached there in like 45 mins.
then we quietly climbed up the steps, through the double doors,
climbed 2 flights of stairs to reach the 2nd floor and into a room.
oh ya..the bandana was tied around our wrist.
then we just drink and talked.
when it was around 4.30pm, we lined up in our two rows and talked.
ok..
at 4.35pm or so, we went out and went to each side of the doors and waited outside.
then when the 2 doors open, and we heard juraimi's signal.
we started rolling....
and we reached the stage and performed.
i made quite a few mistakes.
haha..
then we went back to the room, talked.
and we started grabbing sweets from this huge wine glass.

sonya got caught carrying lots of curry puff!
haha..
then while we were waiting for our bus,
claire and the others started playing while the others watched.
THE BUS CAME!
and i just sat on the bus..sms-ing.
and taking photos with van leong.
she and her stupid sepia and negative effects.
haha..
oh ya.. li ting gave me my present.
it's a contact book and a pair of earrings.
different ear studs.
one is female sign.
the other is this huge diamond thingo.
thanks thanks thanks!

oh ya..
today i was so pissed off by shanna.
i left my pencil case at the canteen and i asked shanna to follow me down.
she can just say:no.
but when i forced her to, she followed and after the first flight of stairs, she said she need to take something.
i let her go and waited for awhile.
and i realized shanna's not coming back.
i rushed back up and shouted at her.
and i got so angry that i wanted to throw a chair at her.
then, tracy started to say: Jo-Ann, put down the chair!
but i didn't want to listen to her.
i was so super angry.

but in the end, i was so pissed off that i asked shantaine to go with me. i didn't talk to shanna after that until when we changed seats. cause we're like sitting at the same row..

about yesterday's band. really fun.
although i was late. but that was also a bad thing.
cause i didn't get the dustbin.
i got the pole instead.
okay..
then when evverything's done,
we were packing and li ting blocked everyone's path at the AV gallery.
so i just said: so extra
while i was on my way out.
she said: it's not extra. its special.
then, i pretended to puke.
i owe li ting a pair of ear studs.
hee hee.
okay..
then joanna and yu ting had a friednly fight, screaming and laughing.
they used poles as swords
and the dustbin covers as shield.
then, they started to throw the covers.
oh my goodness, it was really scary and i was in their direction some more. so i ran out of the room to find sonya, yeyeng and shanna pulling sarah. and because i know they are up to no good so i didn't join in. and i was so right!
they carried her to the big puddle of water near the shooe rack and dump her right on the water!
then i went home with yeyeng, wan ying and gwen.

today, i found out mr sim confiscated my dance and drama journal. i was super furious. that stupid guy! whats the matter with him and he made us change to the stupid arrangement as before and i'm back sitting at the first row. grrr!!!
then michelle and me started talking about the discipline monitress place..i wanted to be. but didn't have the courage to tell michelle. but i was hinting her,okay? but she didn't get it!
i disagreed with the people she chose. cause i wanted to be!! omg..i wanna be in class com.

shantaine and angela didn't come to school today.
the class was super quiet. AND boring.
practically slept through class.
during english, we had this stupid test, i can't be bothered with it.
so, i just skimped through the passage and did the questions.
of course i did put it in a wee bit of effort.
but the class is too dead today and i'm really tired.

during chinese, i went to the library and borrowed a book about dieting. which is in chinese. and surprisingly, i can't read lots of words. but i didn't care. cause i only borrowed it for the sake of borrowing. not that i need to go on diet.

during maths, i kept re-drawing. and when everyone handed up their work, i had only finished the triangle for the first question! so i asked ms ros if i can hand it up first thing tomorrow. she said okay, so i brought it home.
oh ya, mr. sim gave us a stupid lecture on textbooks under our desks. he said: singaporeans are always creating trouble.
i mean, isn't he a singaporean himself??!!
we didn't bring the textbooks home although he said he'll confiscate it. we loaned a place on 1.5 ppl's desk to put. haha..clever right?

during com enrichment, trisha and janice started singing london bridge is falling down..and that stupid guy left us to stone at the computer for 45 minutes while he played with soil and dirty water. LOLS! then they started singing the stupid barney song: I love you,you love me, we are one big family or something like that. i don't watch barney..

then i finished the 6th chapter of chicken soup on the bus. really fantastic!! thanks alot trisha!

oh ya..i got back my chinese class test.
for the first paper: 8 1/2 out of 10
2nd paper: 10/20
overall: 18 1/2 out of 30

and you know what?! i think i've got first in class for that!
hooray!

school's so boring. slept abit..read ALOT.
finished 5 chapters of my chicken soup already.
getting used to my new phone and smelling the smell of home-cooked food!
i'm now lookng at my piglet that michelle gave me as a birthday present. really love it alot..

anyway, for english enrichment, we were playing word BINGO. which i didn't even participate in cause i was reading for the whole hour. then took a bus home and here am I.

for those who i offended today, i'm really sorry. Having mood swing..sorry. today, i don't why, but i'm super pissed. i dont even know the reason why i'm angry. sometimes, i really feel like jumping down th building and ending my life. i know who'll encourage that. shanna-dyn. cause she wrote this in her letter-writing during her tuition once:

if you're feeling depressed, you can jump down the building.

anyway, back to what i was saying, i really am not feeling well. abit of a mental unstable. i dont know why i was so pissed with shanna the whole day. i really dont know what my mind was thinking. i really dont.

today, woke at 9am. all because of shanna's phone call. then, i woke up. brushed my teeth and showered and off i went to meet shanna.met her at J8. then she started getting fascinated my everything she sees. we went to lotsa shops. and she helped me do sarah's name.
after the whole shopping spree, we went to coffee bean to drink. i didnt finish mine though. oh ya, we took neoprint. but it isnt very nice..
okay..i think i'm done..

ohoh..i got a new phone!
yeah!

happy as i can be
for today is
my birthday
!!!

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happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to Jo-Ann
happy birthday to me!

yups! its my birthday today.
sarah chan's too!
okay, when i reached class, i was super happy!
angela led the class and they sang happy birthday to me!!
thanks!
then during chinese, shanna told the chinese teacher its my birthday today. she just went:"eh." and started doing something else.
i got quite annoyed by her reaction.
anyway, during english.
tracy said:" ms tan, last week is my birthday. can you ask the class to sing the birthday song for me?"
Shantaine:"ms tan, today is Jo-Ann's birthday!"
ms tan:" let's sing a birthday song for Jo-Ann."

tracy didnt get what she wanted. okay..haha..
really happy today.
shanna and sarah gave me a pencil case.
trisha gave a book, chiken soup for the teenage soul II

thanks!

i'm happy
as i'm now
12 years and 364 days old
my birthday is tomorrow
yeah!!!

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okay, lessons are boring and blah blah blah..
i dont listen anyway
during computer enrichment,
i wasnt even doing anything except playing the computer secretly..
then, after the computer enrichment,
i went outside to eat prata before dance starts.
dance started and we watch the other group dance their stuff. and we danced ours. which is so boring.
tracy was like: can the other group keep quiet?
oh whatever!
such a nuisance! she thinks she's discipline monitress is it?
ha! hate her hate her!! grr...
i shall not be angry with her.
she's not worth my anger.

happy birthday eve to me and sarah!!

my life story
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when i was 1
i only knew there was milk

when i was 2
i only knew i had my parents with me no matter what

when i was 3
i know the word, maid

when i was 4
i learnt to sing

when i was 5
sadness rised up

when i was 6
i know what its like to host a graduation ceremony

when i was 7
i went to school

when i was 8
i had a taste of failure

when i was 9
i knew what pride was

when i was 10
i learnt whats the outside world like

when i was 11
i know laughter is the best

when i was 12
i know the true meaning of stress

when i'm going to turn 13?
this wednesday!

although i keep saying
i'm okay
i dont feel alright
the sense of longing is still there
the thought that
i want her to be alive
is still there
i keep telling myself
she's gone
there's no way
she'll come back
but i cant get it off my mind

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after school ended,
yeyeng and i went home together
we took 17 to bedok interchange
and we took mrt to raffles place.
We crossed the platform and waited for the train
and when the train arrived, we got on.
after the train moved, we realized we're on the wrong train!
it's going to marina bay and we're suppose to go to dhoby gaut!
okay, so we alighted at marina bay and we crossed the playform and saw it's gonna take 6 mins before the train arrives. after waiting awhile, i realized the train that we took to marina bay can be taken to dhoby ghaut. i told yeyeng and baorded the same train.

at dhoby ghaut, after the travellator thingo, a lady came up to us and asked us for directions to plaza sing. from her accent, i know she's from china. so, yeyeng and me brought her to the entrance and showed her the way and went back down. took the train. i alighted at serangoon. walked all the way home. so thats all =)

so the funeral is over.
yups! the service was held at the Mandai crematarium. and it was boring and full of crap. the guy was practically talking about the life story of his own mother.
he spent 10-15 minutes doing that,mind you!
okay,the service was over,we headed to the viewing hall.
and we watch the machine wheel the coffin through the double doors and when the little metal door open, we can see red flames. and the machine just put the coffin in and the double doors closed.
thats when, everybody started crying. including me.
after that,we just came back and eat dinner.
everyone is finally smiling and joking. but not like last time. so ya.

it's really sad....my whole face was red! the mandai crematarium is really beautiful. shanna will be fascinated if she went. its really nice. but hope no one goes there to visit cause it'll mean someone just passed away. uh huh..thats all..

oh ya, everybody,i'm okay already so you dont need to worry. =)

having a headache..
and..worse of all, she passed away. how can it be? i stayed with her my whole life and she just passed away like that. well, life and death is destined. it can't be helped. busy with the funeral these few days. in no mood to write more.

band is fun.as usual. well, i'll describe it after the funeral 'cause i'm really too upset to write. hope you all can understand.
last but not least, i really have to thank my dear friends for understanding why i can't have a birthday party this coming sunday. thanks!! i aprreciate it ALOT.

woke up at 5.25am. I headed to bus interchange. i took 81 with Wan Ting. we boarded the bus at 6.12am and we reached tampines interchange at 7.12am. We walked to the stadium and I called Shanna. she said she was waiting outside for me but i couldnt see her. Saw Janice march..haha. look so cute =p

Then, the SAC cup started and I can see Tara and Erica playing. Drank lots of water. Skipping the boring stuff, i went to the little shop with my friends and bought curry puff and it wasnt the potato type. It was sardine! yucks. i couldnt stand it and threw it away. then, i went to see my friends play huff and puff. I asked Tracy spray my hair purple. haha..it was okay..not too good and not too bad.

When it was tossing globes, they got extra people, so i told Shantaine, I didnt want to play. Then, when she asked me to back and sit, Noelene went off. Then, i was stuck! I had to play! haiz..but wan ting went to play instead of me 'cause she didnt play too. =). i'm not very active in sports. but if you bring me to a shopping centre, ha! i can go around walking non-stop. so, i was so bored that i sms Li Ting and chatted with her.

During the prize-giving ceremony, we couldnt stand the heat and took out umbrellas. it was burning hot!! i was sweating like a pig! before this, i wanted to throw a can of F&N grape. But i spilled the rest on my skirt,bag and my chicky handphone pouch. grrr....

forgot to add something. Janice chia, you so shameless!
haiyo..what biggest present. fat hope! (haha) anyway, congrats on getting first ya? i dont understand this world. Janice ,the slacker, gets first. When ms Ros announced Janice got first, everyone was like:"are you sure you didnt get the wrong name?" haha..Janice Janice..

today, lessons are so boring that my eyes were practically closed! so..bad luck started as soon as i left the house. i realised i didnt bring my home econs stuff. i went around my class asking for apron but no one has it except those people who are going for home econs. but yady brought her textbook so she lend me. i got nirali to ask her friend in 1/5 for apron and ta-da. i got the apron,scarf and tea towel. then, we started baking and baking and baking and..*POOF* my butter cake is done. its quite bitter. think its because i didnt put alot of sugar in. heh heh..

okay, after thats done and school ended, i had english enrichment, which we solved stupid cases. like:

1) In a regualr 4-room flat in Bedok, Romeo and Juliet were found dead. They were found lying on water and glass shard. How did they die?

2) In a sizzling town, a vulture was found dead (AGAIN?!). There were bullet wounds on it. In the whole town, only one man has a rifle but the rifle could only shoot a distance of 50m. Typically, a vulture fly at a height of 100m. How did the vulture die?

3) In winter.In Tokyo, a man was found hung in an empty room. He died from a broken windpipe and suffocation on his own t-shirt. Beneath him was a big puddle of water. How did he die?

4)In spring. In busy Shanghai, a carrot was found on an empty street. How did the carrot end up there?

5) A man walks along the beach and stops to buy an albatross sandwich. He took a bite of the sandwich and started to cry. Someone died.

Answer all 5 of them and you're a genius. I only managed the 1st and last one. Happy solving! =)

band was embarrasing & fun.

the embarrassing part: i was practising my keyboard skills when Tara, cherylynn and halimah came in. i felt like an idiot.

fun part: the whole practise, of course.

well, i finally gave out my bubble gums.and i promised halimah that i'll give her on monday. i showed halimah and cherylynn my cute water bottle. their response: yah, like milkbottle. okok..i agree. its the shape right? shanna!! i want my present!!

ok..i'm quite happy that this is done. whee!
now, to really start the flowing of entries.
today, we changed seat. although i'm still sitting with michelle, it made a BIG difference 'cause i'm not sitting in front of the teacher's table anymore. haha..

well, alot of the teachers were upset about the previous sitting arrangement. so, we changed it. thats the whole story. i hope the apple story will not spread out of pb. 'cause its really upsetting to see the the whole band knows already! i learnt the djembe!! xiao si taught me. i wanna go see The Forbidden City. heard that its nice. yups!

its so fustrating. our goldfish just died. 'cause it wasnt moving my bro took it out of the tank!!!! sad..i love it sia
hmm..saw janice practised her thing for national day celebration. wah lau..cannot even stand still. haha..saw her fidgeting, making her t-shirt..haiz..i know the snare! yay!