although i keep saying
i'm okay
i dont feel alright
the sense of longing is still there
the thought that
i want her to be alive
is still there
i keep telling myself
she's gone
there's no way
she'll come back
but i cant get it off my mind

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after school ended,
yeyeng and i went home together
we took 17 to bedok interchange
and we took mrt to raffles place.
We crossed the platform and waited for the train
and when the train arrived, we got on.
after the train moved, we realized we're on the wrong train!
it's going to marina bay and we're suppose to go to dhoby gaut!
okay, so we alighted at marina bay and we crossed the playform and saw it's gonna take 6 mins before the train arrives. after waiting awhile, i realized the train that we took to marina bay can be taken to dhoby ghaut. i told yeyeng and baorded the same train.

at dhoby ghaut, after the travellator thingo, a lady came up to us and asked us for directions to plaza sing. from her accent, i know she's from china. so, yeyeng and me brought her to the entrance and showed her the way and went back down. took the train. i alighted at serangoon. walked all the way home. so thats all =)