Wednesday, September 27, 2006
i'm really stressed up. I've been forcing myself to listen during science. I do listen, but nothing went in. I have 2 homework due tomorrow and I haven't done any of them. forget about them. I'll do them later. everybody around me is practically nagging at me to study hard. As if I don't know the consequences if I fail 1 subject! I'll not be able to attend the sentosa outing organized by me. Yes,I'm the one who organized it and in the end, I may end up not going. I'm so stressed up that I may end up crying. I know I'm emotional. I don't need you to remind me,shanna. There's only 1 song which can totally describe my unhappiness today. Because I totally screwed up my science lesson and my english lesson. and my mummy went back today. That song is sung by Stefanie Sun (one of my all time favourite singer). It means Stuborness in mandarin. Shall not post the lyrics. I know you all won't be interested and I can't be bothered,alright??? and I don't know who's that idiot who posted a tag that said, whatever. euu suurcks! in yeyeng's tagboard under my name. I'm totally pissed off. I know I can't possibly find out who the culprit is. I don't use euu. Because I don't like it. It's so cutie-pie. BLEH! My heart just shattered into many pieces. my fragile heartbreaks so easilymy tearsfalls so easilymy tears fall very easily. my heart breaks easily. very easily.it makes me wonder if I was born at the wrong place and time.it also makes me wonder if i'm really adopted. my mummy just don't understand. she's so unfair to me. it makes wanna cry just thinking about it.she never gives me the support that i want. although she gives me 10% of the love that I want. Where's the 90%?? she doesn't want to give me.she'll rather keep it. Sometimes, I think commiting suicide is the best solution to all these sadness. All my sadness all gone. Commiting suicide is like bunjee jumping except with the rope. and the waterfall(talking about bali's bunjee jumping). relieve me of all the sadness,please!
That's All Folks!
