Thursday, April 19, 2007
I'm super upset. Not because of band's conflict. My results suck like shit. I only passed 3 freaking subjects overall. FUCK. ARGH. Gotta work extra hard. I got full marks for geog. Thats good,thats good. But thats NOT good enough. Gotta work HARDER. I've to pass ALL SUBJECTS. I'm now not gonna care how stressed I am. I'm so gonna push myself to the limits. Don't care whether I break down or not. Or end up crying. I've just gotta to pass all subjects. From now on, I swear the listen in class. I don't care how boring the class is gonna be. I'm gonna mute the chatters in class and increase the volume of the rubbish the teachers are trying to get into our tiny brains.
ARGH. I'm in a baddddddddddddd mood.I cried 3 times. 2 times due to my freaking bad results. I've never seen such a terrible results in my entire life. NEVER. Guess I've got to work even harder than before. Just forget about what I got and study hard. Okay, enough of the this stupid talk. I've had enough. Had lotsa talk on the conflict today. But we stayed till 9.15! Nearly got reported for truancy! HAHA. Anyway, Miss Chia was funny today. She was holding up Geraldine's artwork. Her artwork was 2 eyes and a green background. Then she ask us, what does this remind you of? Then, Shu Min said NIGHT SAFARI! HAHA. Look abit like night safari. Then she say, you expect people to think SAC is a zoo? Then what are you all? SAC creatures?? *starts smiling* I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE ACTUALLY SMILED! Then, Heidi say the eyes that someone drew, the last work that Miss Chia hold up, look like my eyes. HAHA! The eyes someone drew, I don't know who, was so much nicer than mine lah.
Then, went to 4/7 to see Claire. We talked. Some parts, we were laughing. Some parts we were just telling her what we were unhappy about. Then, went to meet Erin. She teach me how to do maths. BLAH!!!! I can't do a single question!!!! Then, we gave up. Cause the questions on my worksheet were so impossible. The answers didn't match ours. So, ya. She helped me write japanese words while I doodle. After she's done,she read my drama script. As she was writing japanese words just before she read the script, she read MIKE as Mi-kae. HAHA!!!!! After she finished reading and talking, we went home. After I got home, my uncle talked to me. Then, I cried. I showered. Bought dinner. Ate it and went to do maths worksheet after my uncle taught me how to do. Showed my grandaunt my results and she was really shocked. She just can't believe I got so low for history. When I say low, its really low. You won't want to know and I don't want to say. Its too embarrassing.
She signed and she talked to me. I cried again. 3rd time already. 1st time was when Joanna talked to us. Did homework and blogged. My worst day ever. I hate today. I hate what I got history. BLEHHHHHHHHHHH! I shall work harderrrrrrrrrrrr!
That's All Folks!