HELLO!
Well, I discussed with my two aunts yesterday. And I decided to take phy/chem and A maths. You all must thinking what a retarded decision I made cause I failed bloody E MATHS and now I wanna take A MATHS?! Okay, firstly, I wanna tell everyone that I regret not taking my studies seriously for the past year. I've been just slacking and just WISHING that I'll pass without making any effort. And I really really regret doing that. Cause my results just SUCK like shit. And I reflected on my so called efforts this year. Seriously, I felt that I didn't even take studies seriously. I just wanted to pass everything and be contented. But after the reflection I did, I felt that it was a waste of a year's time.

And I'm now determined to study very hard. I even took up two tuition offers by my aunt who's really good at F MATHS(WOAH!) and Erin. And I'm gonna start my maths tuition by studying sec 2 maths. Start building the foundation. Or I'll just collaspe if I start sec 3 maths. I'm gonna take this very seriously. I've never been so serious in my life and I'm just glad I woke up just in time. Although the class I went to wasn't my dream class, I'm gonna be sad the whole time I'm there. Its my fault for being in there, so I'm gonna blame anyone. I'm gonna start with the subject that I'm weak in. So, yeah.

Why did I choose phy/chem? Cause I have phobia of blood. I cant stand blood and I heard you're supposed to dissect a LIVE frog during bio lessons. I'm gonna just faint on the spot man! Alright. So, I'm determind to FINALLY use my brains. And start studying!! I'm not gonna be like this year. I wanna prove to people at home that I can do it! So I shall end here about my subjects stuff. I cant wait for PB's performance on NOVEMBER 10! WHEE! Alright. I gotta go! BYE! Thanks for all the advice:)

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Well, I have something to tell everyone from TWO-SEVEN!

When I first stepped into the class, I was hoping that the year would be over ASAP! I hated the class at first. But after camp CORRI, I noticed alot of nice people and started to like the class. But it only lasted till term 3 where I was forced to sit next to Phyllis. I totally hate my seat. Cause as everyone knows that half of the class was totally noisy. And I didn't like it ONE BIT. But a few weeks later, I warmed up to the people. And found that they were actually nice and fun people. And I was kinda happy that I got to know these people for who they really are underneath. It was really fun sitting with you all although I didnt really interact with you all that much. But trust me, I had a fun time sitting with you all because I was laughing everyday. I wanna thank Phyllis, Alex, Shu Min and many more for cheering me up when I was crying because of my Maths Mock Exam.

It made me feel that at least someone cares when I'm upset. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE IN TWO SEVEN! You made this year very memorable and fun! I'm really missing school days although I HATE school. I wanna thank everyone in my class for giving me such wonderful memories although I didnt talk that much to you all. I may have spoken only a few words to you, but that doesnt mean I dont like you. And I care about every single one of you in Two Seven! Whether I've spoken to you or not, you all hold a place in my heart. I can only thank you for giving me such an experience in life and I will miss you all alot. THANK YOU!

Okay, after typing this message for Two-Seveners, I feel like crying!! HAHA! Alright. A message for PB:

HELLO ALL!
You all always make my day. Whenever I'm upset, you all always cheer me up when I stepped into the music room. THANK YOU! I'll remember everyone when I leave PB two years later! and thanks to everyone who helped me! I really appreciate it! I really dont know what to say to you all. HAHA! PB is my life! :) Let's work hard!! GANBATTEI! Remember to practise Valley!! :) This message may be short, but I cant thank PB enough! :)

Hello all!
Today is the WORST day of my life! I've never felt like this before. I wanna die like RIGHT NOW! I never done so badly in my life! OH MY GOD! What the hell happened to me?! As my mummy would say,"You have brains but you don't use it." Apparently, I'm supposed to score well but I wasn't even using my brains for the past 2 years. I was just wanting to go on the sec 2E or 3E and I'm happy. But now that I got my results, my expectations changed.

I've never felt WORSE! I used to be bloody top 10 in class! ARGH!! I hate myself man! From now onwards, I'm gonna f-ing use my bloody brains and show those teachers in my school that I can score well. Damn it! I dont what my teachers in primary school will say if they see my results now. I think they'll kill me. HAHA! Oh well! Guess Nirali and I are gonna buck up! And hopefully, with my really nice mam's help, I'll start to understand sec 3 maths. Thanks Erin! Now I dont know whether to take a maths or accounts.

I know its only logical that I take accounts. But I have no interest in the subject! Cause basically, I dont like the teacher and I have no interest in becoming an accountant. And I cant be taking A maths cause I failed bloody maths. Its so funny. The teacher will laugh if I ticked A maths. But seriously, I wanna give it a try. I promised to work hard when school re-opens and will be taking tuitions from Erin. So I still dont know what I should take. Please please tell me! Now I'm discussing with my mum. I hope I've an answer by today. This is so fustrating!!!

I gotta go! BYE!

HELLO!
Inline-skating was cancelled due to heavy rain. PHEW! I thought I'll fall till I cant even sit on my chair. HAHA! Then, we watch Freedom Writers. Very inspiring movie. Very touching. Made me cry 2 times! Very nice show. A teacher would go such extents just to let the students learn.

Then, went for IT survey and went to class to rot. And I swear today was the worst day in my life. That Sandra went to tease me about Jiro! I swear I was feeling damn uncomfortable. Then, she kept teasing and keep accusing me of blushing*rolls eyes*. I felt super uncomfortable,k. And I was kinda pissed off too. Walked home and then! I saw a car accident. It happened really quickly. Outside school. It was just BANG! And I saw a huge spark then the rear glass of the second car smashed into pieces and a green pillow flew out. The man from the first car came out and kept shouting he stopped the car already. And the man from the third car came out with a stupid earpiece stuck to his ears.

Like hello? Will you concentrate on driving?! I bet its the third man who caused the crash. Damn retarded. Came home and actually wanted to skip school tomorrow but someone asked me to go school to accompany her but there is CHINESE DRAMA! Suppose to act in cheena!! Like oh my goodness! Are they like too free?? Then just end the school year and let us sleep at home.

Okay. Shall get going! BYE!

Hello!
Today went for sculpture walk @ Orchard Road. HAHA! Qutie boring actually. Sat the bus to the place near Istana Park. Walked then took bus again. Came down at Hilton Hotel and we went to the shopping gallery to look at somemore stuff. What I find really cool is the racks at Marni. Damn nice. Then this marble thing. Walked all the way to opposite paragon then had break. Changed group cause I was actually with the group who combined with 2.8 then my class people were actually odd number so I was kinda left alone when we walk. Mdm Xie let me change group so I walk with Jolyn and Sandra.

Then after break, this woman tripped on a lighter and Jolyn picked up the lighter thinking it was hers but it wasnt. So, everyone went Or Hor! Jolyn bring lighter/Jolyn smoke or something. Then Jolyn did her wriggling worm thing. Haha. So funny! Walked around then waited for the bus. And I keep teasing Jolyn about Wang Zi. HAHA! Reached school and waited for like an hour for Natasha. Met her at the CCA office with Sharon. Then, went to AV gallery to pack files. Seriously, it was hard work! With three people working, we took 2 hours. I was so unlucky as to get the Sabre dance scores. It was damn thick.

And alot of rubbish in it. Threw away like 3/4 of the folder. HAHA! Then, we need to buy new files. Not enough space. And we have a to-do list of photocopying alot of scores. Tiring. Went home and met Cherie on the way. She just got released because she just came back to school from bowling. So poor thing. HAHA! Came home. Stoned. Did boring stuff. Alright. I gotta go. BYE!

Hello.
I take my words back on saying maths was easier than science. Damn it! Until today then I know I wrote rubbish on the paper. I won't say my results here. Its too suckish to know. But I hope the overall will pull my marks up so I can go Japan.

Band. Today, we had a new score. And it was my first time assigning instrumentation. Cause normally its the conductress' job but today, Natasha, Sharon, Poh hun and I assigned. Its super cool lah. HAHA! Then, I played Marimba. Suppose to play with Sharon but Stacy wanted to play marimba so Sharon went to play vibes. But she played Timpani today cause Yu Ting who was supposed to be the timpani player didn't come. Valley Of Nepal is a nice song BUT kinda difficult. I was in the same instrument as Stacy, Marilyn, Aveline and Rena. We learnt the song so slowly. When sectionals was over, we went in very confidently.

BUT! When Mr J started, it was CHAOS! Poh Hun and Sarah G were already playing the double A flat and D flat while we were still at bloody F! We were out of tempo obviously. Mr J even asked what I think of the song. I find it super fast. And he say its gonna be faster on the day of the concert cause cant be the dancers dance so slowly what. Then he did the floating thing. HAHA! Went to bubble tea shop with Afiqah and Amanda. Took 14 with Amanda then took 45 home. Today is quite a nice day. Tomorrow, we have an excursion. Sculpture Walk at ORCHARD. But they say the most boring walk is Orchard. HAHA! Alright. Gotta go! BYE!

HELLO!
School's been boring cause there's nothing to do. And Sandra and I skipped the floorball activity. Alright. I've nothing else to say. BYE!




i gave up on him.
started to love a new one.
i hope the new him can make me forget about the old him.
and i hope this time round, it'll last

-Found this on the net:)

HELLO!
I've been busy catching up on my sleep, watching alot of tv shows etc to blog. HAHA! EXAMS ARE OVER! Thats a good thing:) Now I hope I can go 3.9! And my grandaunt lied to me yesterday. She told me we're going to Mount Elizabeth Hospital to see a psychiatrist(how to spell?) about my *AHEM* problem. Then, when we went to the place, it was a freaking ward. I was like why the hell the doctor's office will be in the ward.

Then, I saw my mummy. I was like in a shock. Cause she's not supposed to be in Singapore. Then, I was like wishing the one lying on the bed is not my dad. Lucky its not but my relative. I got a BIG shock,k. They lied to me. Damn it! But I'm kinda happy,of course. But I dont really like my mummy coming to singapore cause all the grandaunts will talk to her and I won't get to talk to my mummy. HAHA! Okay. I really really hope my results can get me to 3.9 and JAPAN! But I think it'll be okay. Surprisingly, I find the maths paper easier than the science. Amazing,right?

My science is actually stronger than my maths. I got A1 for science but I failed maths for term 3. HAHA! But yeah. Thats what I think lah. Dont know if my results will disappoint me anot:) And my mam is giving me tuition! So nice of her. And she's giving me her maths tys!! Sure dont know how to do. But I'm gonna practise like mad:) And my aunt's thinking of letting one of us(my siblings and I) take some course that teach students study techniques. Its $3000!!! But she's gonna send all 3 of us but she's thinking who to send first cause she say its too expensive to send 3 at the same time. I hope she send any of my brothers. Why? My elder brother is taking his O levels next year. And my younger brother is taking his PSLE next year. HAHA!

I hope band chalet dont fall on the dates when I'm supposed to be overseas. I wanna go! :) Okay. BYE!