Hello all!
Today is the WORST day of my life! I've never felt like this before. I wanna die like RIGHT NOW! I never done so badly in my life! OH MY GOD! What the hell happened to me?! As my mummy would say,"You have brains but you don't use it." Apparently, I'm supposed to score well but I wasn't even using my brains for the past 2 years. I was just wanting to go on the sec 2E or 3E and I'm happy. But now that I got my results, my expectations changed.

I've never felt WORSE! I used to be bloody top 10 in class! ARGH!! I hate myself man! From now onwards, I'm gonna f-ing use my bloody brains and show those teachers in my school that I can score well. Damn it! I dont what my teachers in primary school will say if they see my results now. I think they'll kill me. HAHA! Oh well! Guess Nirali and I are gonna buck up! And hopefully, with my really nice mam's help, I'll start to understand sec 3 maths. Thanks Erin! Now I dont know whether to take a maths or accounts.

I know its only logical that I take accounts. But I have no interest in the subject! Cause basically, I dont like the teacher and I have no interest in becoming an accountant. And I cant be taking A maths cause I failed bloody maths. Its so funny. The teacher will laugh if I ticked A maths. But seriously, I wanna give it a try. I promised to work hard when school re-opens and will be taking tuitions from Erin. So I still dont know what I should take. Please please tell me! Now I'm discussing with my mum. I hope I've an answer by today. This is so fustrating!!!

I gotta go! BYE!