HELLO! Band today was AWESOME! Had sectionals which totally sucked. And we did Dhoom which was just plain lousy cause I keep getting distracted and I keep playing wrongly. I was really upset with myself. While playing, I should be focused and not thinking about anything else. But I dont know what got into me during Dhoom. I keep playing wrongly.

Then was Valley. Which totally ROCKSSSSSSSSSS! HAHAHAHA! It's quite fast:) And we managed to go through the song without stopping!! YAY YAY YAY! Anyway, tomorrow I'll have to go to school myself cause neerli bhalala has A maths. So sad. I'll be so lonely. HAHAHAHAH! I shall be going. BYE BYE!

HELLO! Band was okay today. Brought the bag my mother bought for me to band. And the comments given were POSITIVE! So, I'm gonna bring it to school once school re-opens. HAHAHA! Had sectionals first It was damn boring. Then, went back to music room and did Valley. Its getting nicer and nicer. And sound fuller with Sharon back on timpani. No offence, Shanna:)

The timpani solo was so niceeeeeeee! HAHAHAHA! I like Valley ALOTTTTTT! And the vibes solo is getting better and better! YAYYYYYYYYYYYY! HAHAHA! Anyway, I shall be going. BYE!

I'm back!! Tomorrow there's band. Dont know what we're gonna do. I'm currently addicted to sudokus. I've been addicted weird games these few months. AND! I bought my maths assessment book today. Gotta start working hard this holiday. My results are like shit. I'm 16/40 in the class but __9 in the level. Its very LOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Yupp. When I got back my results, I nearly cried in front of Miss Kang. My results is soooooooo horrible. My family was damn angry about it. Like what the hell. My L1R4 is 24 and my elder brother's is 32 and he's taking his O levels this year. His results is worse. They scold me the most among my siblings and I.

I know I deserve it but the two of them get away with the scolding when they worse results than mine. The three of us are just not the type who can study. Our attention span is too short. I've nothing else to say already. BYE BYE!

Hello! Band on wednesday was slackish. Had sectionals for half of band and played valley. Thats all. Yesterday had investiture. All of them look so smart!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! And we had earth day concert. Miss Kang sang! OH MY GOD!!! Didnt know she could sing. HAHAHAHA! Getting back results today. Gonna fail everything. Super scareddddddddddddddd! Slept till 11 plus today although I slept at 10 plus last night. Dont know why I'm so tired.

Really hate my house. Its not even my fault that the bloody tape spoil,right?! I was in the room reading and my uncle had to say its my fault. WHAT THE FUCK! I didnt even touch the tape lah! I hate him! And about my results. I did put in effort kay. Just that it wasnt enough to get BETTER results. I pay attention in class most of the time, which is very difficult for me since I've a short attention span. Even Nirali also said I changed alot. I wasnt like this back in sec two. And my family said I didnt put in effort no matter what I tried to tell them. My uncle said he was gonna scold me when I fail my maths. I DIDNT FUCKING FAIL IT ON PURPOSE WHAT! You think I wanna fail is it?! Its not like I never got scolded. I didnt fail on purpose. But at least I passed one of my test this year when I didnt pass my maths test before,right? Its abit of improvement. You cant expect to straight away get A1 what. I HATE MY FAMILY! Why is everything my fault?! Why must you all pick on me when my elder brother got such shitty results. Highest he got? C5! At least I got an A2 right?

I'm damn annoyed this week. I hate my familyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! One fine day, I'll run away from home!!!!!

I swear that band is so so different without Natasha doing library stuff with me. Yesterday, I lost the stupid Interplay score that I photocopied way before exams started. I panicked like shit. I couldnt find it in the library and Sharon had to call Poh Hun for me to ask. Then, Natasha came and she said she left it on the table. AND we found it. HAHAHA! Then, I had to ask ShiYi to help me with the score pasting. Feels weird being the senior now. Had briefing on the dance concert and had to teach juniors. RAHHHHHHHH! I nearly hit the two people who played bells while I teach them. Everyone knows I'm not patient. But they just cant get the first line right. I know they are new. But what irritates me the most was the attitude of one of them. Not gonna name who. She's like a know-it-all lah! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Checked all the papers. I have ABCDEF! Not good not good! I only have 1 A2 for cheena. The rest is like shit. So I shall not mention them. Hope my nice nice CA1 can pull me up. Then, I GOT EXCUSED FROM THE FINANCIAL LITERACY THING! I begged Mdm Kee like mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I was so desperate that I cried lah. What the hell. HAHAHAHA! Then, finally, she replace me somebody. But she say that its very disappointing that I dont go. BUT I REALLY DONT WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOO! Oh! My grandaunt receive a prank call from someone saying her child got kidnapped and need to hand over $300 000 as ransom. She called the school and asked whether I'm there. But its a prank call. So we already reported it to the police. Hope nothing happens.

I SHALL GO WATCH KO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!

Shall do this quiz out of boredom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
WHEN HE PROPOSE!! HAHAHAHA

2.Who is more important to you?
HIM:)

3.Who is the person you trust the most?
myself, i guess

4.Do you think you have enough confident?
Not really

5.If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Erm, fly?? HAHAHAHA

6.What is your goal for this year?
Pass maths!

7.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Definitely!

8.Do you believe in eternity love?
DUH!

9.Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
More like he broke my heart and I tried to commit suicide. HAHAHAHAHAHAH. KIDDING!

10.What feeling do you love most?
Erm, GETTING HIGHHHHHHHHHHH!

11.What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
HE MUST BE TALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

12.What feeling do you hate the most?
Being misunderstood

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
BUT OF COURSE:)

14.Do you believe in GOD?
Uh huh

15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Erm, i dont know. MONEY? LOVE? I DONT KNOW

16.Who care for you the most?
My friends:)

17.Are you satisfied with your life now?
Quite:)

18.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Being lazy

19.IF time were to rewind, when would you want it to be?
NOWHERE:) I LOVE IT NOW!

20. Have you ever think that your love is TRUE LOVE when it's not, in the end?
Yeah, duh!

HELLO!
Havent been blogging. Excersing can be dead tiring. I thought I'll exercise and stop studying to relax. Running this morning was worse than I thought. My granduncle is so damn fast that we only took 5 minutes to run round our neighbourhood. Although its not that far lah. It was so tiring that I lay on the sofa for like 45 minutes and I cant get up. And when I did get up to get clothes to shower, all I can see was a blur before I landed on my younger brother's bed. I think my blood shot up to my brain. HAHAHA!

And I played basketball with my younger brother. I SWEAR I CANT PLAY FOR NUTSSSSSSSSSS! Although he's a lousy player, i'm worse. He's a lousy player cause I could still snatch the ball from him. I'm a lousy three point shooter. I'm so bloody close and when I shoot, the ball can go out of place. OH MY GODDDDD! Anyone could have scored in my position. But I guess I won cause my brother gave me chances. HAHAHAHA! It was super tiring. I was sweating after playing for 30 minutes. HAHAHAH! I GOTTA GOOOOOOOO! Study! BYE!