Hello! Band on wednesday was slackish. Had sectionals for half of band and played valley. Thats all. Yesterday had investiture. All of them look so smart!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! And we had earth day concert. Miss Kang sang! OH MY GOD!!! Didnt know she could sing. HAHAHAHA! Getting back results today. Gonna fail everything. Super scareddddddddddddddd! Slept till 11 plus today although I slept at 10 plus last night. Dont know why I'm so tired.

Really hate my house. Its not even my fault that the bloody tape spoil,right?! I was in the room reading and my uncle had to say its my fault. WHAT THE FUCK! I didnt even touch the tape lah! I hate him! And about my results. I did put in effort kay. Just that it wasnt enough to get BETTER results. I pay attention in class most of the time, which is very difficult for me since I've a short attention span. Even Nirali also said I changed alot. I wasnt like this back in sec two. And my family said I didnt put in effort no matter what I tried to tell them. My uncle said he was gonna scold me when I fail my maths. I DIDNT FUCKING FAIL IT ON PURPOSE WHAT! You think I wanna fail is it?! Its not like I never got scolded. I didnt fail on purpose. But at least I passed one of my test this year when I didnt pass my maths test before,right? Its abit of improvement. You cant expect to straight away get A1 what. I HATE MY FAMILY! Why is everything my fault?! Why must you all pick on me when my elder brother got such shitty results. Highest he got? C5! At least I got an A2 right?

I'm damn annoyed this week. I hate my familyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! One fine day, I'll run away from home!!!!!