I FEEL LIKE CRYINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
My phuket trip is cancelled cause of the riots there!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I waited for so long for this trip!! Its so unfair!!!! After so many years before I can go overseas without my siblings and BAM! There's riot at the place where I'm supposed to go!! But my aunt is looking for an alternative destination! Hope she find somewhere!! I SERIOUSLY WANNA GO OVERSEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Its so unfair!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANNA CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!! Maybe its just fated,you know. Cause I've to skip a day of school if I were to go Phuket. BUT STILL!!!

HELLO!
Yesterday was really scary. I was on the busy 24 with WanTing early in the morning. And I was really annoyed cause the bus was moving too slowly. Then, at Paya Lebar, this taxi didn't see the bus and just speed and our bus banged into the taxi. At first, I thought we didn't bang the taxi cause it was still moving but it then stopped after 1 or 2 metres. When our bus hit the taxi, I "flew" out of my seat and hit the seat in front of mine. My elbow and knees were injured. Really painful. But thank god none of us needed to go to the hospital.

Today is file packing day. I packed my social studies, literature, history, chinese, e maths and chemistry file:) Happy! But bad news came while I packing. I might not be able to go to Phuket. Cause there's a riot going on there and the airport at Phuket is closed. Hope that it opens sooooon!!!

9 days to Phuket!

HELLO!
After lunch yesterday, I was really tensed up about today's test. I keep hearing things like the test was difficult and all. Really scared. I felt really bad cause I was so tensed up that I kept screwing up during band. Felt really sorry for the people in my group. Keep having to re-do cause of me. Today was worse cause I was due to have the test in the last two periods. Was all stressed up the whole day and was really uneasy. My shoulders were all so tensed. Finally, the two periods came and the maths test was really difficult. I cracked my head like crazy and it resulted in a bad headache after the test.

Light headedness and shoulders tensed up all cause of the test and my legs turning into jelly cause I was hungry. Always happens. Went to eastpoint with Henny and Kayler to buy lunch and I took cab home. I really hope I can pass. Practised really hard for it. Progress card is back and my results are like SHIT. I don't think I wanna show my parents. They might not allow me to go to Phuket which is highly impossible cause the air tickets are booked. Anyway, I shall go eat dinner now and study later.

11 more days to phuket:)

Hello!
Today was great! Though lessons were boring. Yupp! But Kayler and I got high during english due to Mrs Lopez being absent. We were singing songs using different tones and we kept laughing. HAHA!! School was great but when I went home, it just went totally wrong.

When I talk, you all say I talk nonsense or I'm trying to talk back.
When I don't talk, you all say I'm being rude.
So please tell me, what should I do? Talk or don't talk?
Its not that I don't want to talk, I'm afraid I'll say the wrong thing.
So either way, I'll get a scolding so I might as well shut up and conserve my energy.

14 more days to PHUKETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

HELLO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN! School was GREAT today cause we had 5 free periods:) HAHAHAHA! It was PC first. Then, Physics and Mr Quek didn't come today. Then, English and Mrs Lopez didn't come. WOWWWWWWWWWWW! PE next and we played tennis. I suck at it. HAHA! Then, recess. Lit next and Miss kang walked out of the class cause we weren't paying attention and EOY was coming. History next and then Accounts. Mdm Kee walked out of the class too cause some of us weren't paying attention. She came back afterwards with a black face and continued teaching.

Band. Did samba. Was asked to play djembe. I did okay, I guess. My hands are aching though. Haha! But I felt more natural and at ease when playing tambourime. Think its cause I've been playing it since sec 1. HAHA! But our samba will improve with time!!! GO GO GO!! Packed up and they celebrated Rin, Channie and my birthday. THANK YOU!!! The cake was really goooooooooooooooooooooood! Walked home with Rin and Amanda. Thats about it.

HELLO!
Common tests results are not good at all. Failed almost all that have been returned. My only hopes are now on Combined Humans and Lit. PLEASE LET ME PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! My eye isn't getting any better. And its getting annoying cause IT WAS A SHUTTLECOCK THAT HIT ME not some rock or something. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! Can the stupid eye just heal??!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHH! I went to see the doctor about my eye after band yesterday and he said its okay but if its still painful, I'll have to be referred to some eye clinic. I won't go okay! I'm scared of sugeryyyyyyyyyy! I know I won't have surgery la, cause its a small matter but still!!!!

Band yesterday was alright. I admit that I had actually wanted to play snare but after practise yesterday, I realised that its best I stay at tambourime. HAHAH! I'll be too stressed if I were to play snare. Samba was dead compared to what it was during SOS. But, we'll improve!!!!! Its only the first samba practice!! WE'LL GET BETTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! Tomorrow's Rin's birthday and I just ruined her card when I made it. Made a new one already. Its still ugly. I made one for Sarah Chan also. Today was just plain rubbish cause I got lectured on my common test results. Haven't told my uncle that I failed maths. I'm so gonna get helllllllllllllllll!

Enrichment was okay. But I kinda regret joining enrichment. HAHA! But its gonna end soon. YAY!!! Anyway, I shall go and study and rest my eye before my grandaunt kills me! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

HELLO!
Today started out well!! Chinese first and I got first in class for the common test. I was so shocked can. HAHA! Cause my results are not that good and it was my first time being first. HEH HEH! 40/50!! HAPPY HAPPY!! Chemistry was okay. Results not that good. Failed. Gotta work harddddddddddddddddd! Recess and Lit. Lit was okay. PE WAS BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! Was running round the hall and going high with Kayler. Then, we played badminton. It went well till some sec 2 girl smacked the shuttlecock into my eye. OUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! My eye started tearing. It was damn pain. I swear that the girl is damn strong can! Its been 3-4 hours since the incident and my eye is still hurting.

Anyway, maths was horrible. Failed the test:( And I wasn't feeling well from my accident. Assembly was plain torture. I didn't understand the play and my eye was hurting like shit. Went home and my grandaunt help me put ice and rub my eye. IT STILL PAINFULLLLLLLLLLLLL! I'll never forget this dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! If that sec 2 girl is reading my blog, I want to tell her that I DON'T hate her:) Don't worry!!! It still hurts though. Should be okay by tomorrow.

HELLO!!
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! My hair so short nowwwwwwwww! I regret cutting my hair on saturday. But I feel happy also cause my hair was so thick and ugly. But my hair is now half of what it was when I tie it up though there's not much difference when I let it down. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I regreet cutting!!!!!! A little. HEH HEH!

HELLO!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAYYYY! I saw the planes flying at my house!!! HAHA! So cool!! If only I can touch it! HEH HEH! Just kidding! I suddenly want to be an Air Force pilot. HAHA! My whole body is aching cause of the running yesterday. Its been months since I ran and I was running with all the energy I had early in the morning. I admit that I was kinda slow lah which makes me feel a little sad. HAHA! Considering I was quite a fast sprinter back in primary school. HAHAHA! Maybe its cause I'm getting old. Yeah, anyway, my body is aching. I can't even stand straight cause my back is also aching. I also can't walk properly. HAHAHAHA! My stride is smaller than usual.

I suddenly love Singapore alottttttttttttttt! HAHAHA! I'm so proud to be Singaporean!!! HAHAHAHA! Actually I've always been proud being a Singaporean especially when people ask me whether I'm Indonesian. I'll quickly say NO! I'm not! I'm a Singaporean!! Then, the people who asked will be like oh okay, sorry. In their heart, they'll be thinking that I'm nuts cause I made such a big fuss out of it. HAHAHA! XD ME LOVE SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Although I always complain that I hate the weather and I don't like life here but I LOVE THIS COUNTRY!!! Though my usual meal of Double Mushroom Swiss + large onion ring + drink is getting more and more expensive:( Thats the one thing that I'm not happy about. BUT ANYWAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

HELLO!
Sports carnival today. Quite boring. Was supposed to play united we move but Kayler and I got replaced. So was just stoning till Alicia and Ziyin came to tell us they're short of two people for the 4 X 100 relay race. They found Klaryssa and they were like run lah run lah! THEN THEY PULL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Oh my goddddddddd! I was forced to run kay! I got so scared! I cannot run!!!! The last time I ran was like for NAPFA shuttle run! HAHAHAHAHA!

Then, I wanted to be second runner cause my reaction was super slow. Bet the person start the race already, I'm still on standby mode then the other runners run off already. HAHAHAH! So, I was standing by with Michelle at the otherside. SO SCARED! Then, it was the second batch for sec 3s. I was standing there. I DIDN'T THINK OF TIGHTENING MY SHOES!!! So, I was waiting and cheering for Klaryssa. She pass the baton to me and I started running. It didn't help that we were in last place already. I ran with all the people in front of me and I wanted to die. Felt like a loser. HALFWAY THROUGH, MY SHOE NEARLY CAME OFF. I quickly slow down abit and put my shoe in with my feet. Then, I continued running. Felt so bad can!

Passed the baton to Alicia and she rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! We were still in last place all the way till we passed it Ziyin. And Ziyin was our life saviour! She ran from 4th place to 2nd place can! I was cheering in the middle of the field. HAHAHAHAHAHA! But we didn't win a medal:( Its okay lah! We did our best already!!! Sports day ended. Kayler and I took 23 although we were warned by Nirali not to. We then went on the highway to kallang. We quickly alight then took 133 to Suntec. Walk walk walk and ate at Burger Kings:) Then, we shopped and went to meet Carina and Wei Ann. Then, I went home! TODAY IS SO SATISFYINGGGGGGGGGG!

I HATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SCHOOL!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
GO AND DIE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!! HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA STOP STUDYINGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! Its cause of the stupid assessment bookkkkkkkkkkkk!!! RAHHHH!! I bloody cried again lahhhhhhhhhh!!!! WHY AM I SUCH A CRYBABYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! And I just realise that I'm turning 15 soonnnnnnn. I already got the letter go and make my IC. MAKE ME FEEL SO OLDDDDDDDDDDDD CAN! Bet after I blink my eye, I'll be asked to go and make the purple ez link card. TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! JO-ANN, PLEASE BE MORE MATUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!